When it’s very nice outside and I want to walk but can’t because of work. Hopefully it will stay nice outside all day. I have been walking more when I can and with Mama. She is a great inspiration and motivation!
Current concern: Where is my pants I was wearing yesterday? I noticed this morning they were not where they should be and I can’t find them anywhere. Weird?! I’m the only one in the house and I don’t even remember taking them off. I’m blaming the fairies!
Current mood: silly
I have discovered Evol frozen meals. They are organic and so good. I have tried the ravioli ones, so good. Also, love that Evol is love spelled backwards. 🙂
When it rains a lot I wish I was home watching a movie and drinking coffee.
Thursday April 27th: My car is broke down, guy who helped me on the side of the road thinks it’s my timing belt.
Working on a tow truck &getting it to a mechanic for tomorrow. Have someone who can pick me up once towed.Don’t know how I’m getting to work.
Friday April 28th:
I got to work Friday morning thanks to my Mama. She is awesome!
Just said goodbye to my PT Cruiser.
My new car is pictured above. A 2014 Hyundai Elantra. The dealership I have used before. They treated me wonderfully. I did an application online, and looked at a couple cars in my price range. I talked with them on the phone and they brought me the car to look at. They came back with the car and paperwork to my work. I got a good interest rate and payments are a little more. However I got GAP insurance and extended warranty. Plus I pay it off in 6 years instead of 7. In addition, they cleaned it up and gave me new tires. I’m very happy with my car. It drives great. Since it has a fin, I decided to name my new car Shark Bait (Nemo’s nickname from Finding Nemo).
This past weekend I went into town to do laundry and grocery shopping. I stopped by the dealership to sign over the PT Cruiser to them. Also, I visited with my Daddy on Sunday. It was good but I was having weird emotions and we both are going thru a lot in our day to day lives. It was good to spend some time with him.
My body…. Weekdays: 6am: I’m so freaking tired. Weekends: 5am: Whoohoo lets party!
Monday May 1st: Panic attack in the middle of the night. I figured with everything going on it would eventually happen. I’m ok now.
Happy Beltane to those who celebrate it! Blessed be!
Yesterday Tuesday May 2: Delicious! Midnight Mint Mocha Frappicino from Starbuck’s. Tastes like thin mints.
Today May 3rd: My anxiety is acting up. It was hard to leave home without worrying. It is hard not to feel like everything might fall apart even though there is no reason for me to feel this way. I know in time I will feel better. After work today Mama and I have plans to walk after work. We did this last week too. It is always good to see her and it will be good to exercise too.
Yesterday: Today’s been anxiety lies and emotional. Though doing better now than earlier.
Saturday: I was going to go out this morning. My bone spurs and headache have me staying home.
Friday evening: I feel terrible! I hit a cat on my home. I tried to avoid it.
Yesterday: I believe my anxiety is manifesting in another way. Over sensitive skin, itchy, and over stimulated feeling.
April 14th: It’s scary that people don’t pay attention. Had another person almost hit my car as they were crossing the road like there was no traffic.
I heard that the Richard Spencer Neo Nazi event got canceled! Jumping for joy! Thank you everyone who helped!
The doggie we named Buddy that shows up at my work and we feed because we are not sure if he gets fed right from his owners.
April 13th: The news, politics and Neo Nazis have me in a range of emotions to sad and angry. Just want to go home and cry.
From last night:
Oh you want to sleep? You will sleep good but you are going to have vivid nightmares that fuel your anxiety and depression.