When it’s very nice outside and I want to walk but can’t because of work. Hopefully it will stay nice outside all day. I have been walking more when I can and with Mama. She is a great inspiration and motivation!
Current concern: Where is my pants I was wearing yesterday? I noticed this morning they were not where they should be and I can’t find them anywhere. Weird?! I’m the only one in the house and I don’t even remember taking them off. I’m blaming the fairies!
Current mood: silly
Yesterday: Today’s been anxiety lies and emotional. Though doing better now than earlier.
Saturday: I was going to go out this morning. My bone spurs and headache have me staying home.
Friday evening: I feel terrible! I hit a cat on my home. I tried to avoid it.
Yesterday: I believe my anxiety is manifesting in another way. Over sensitive skin, itchy, and over stimulated feeling.
April 14th: It’s scary that people don’t pay attention. Had another person almost hit my car as they were crossing the road like there was no traffic.
I heard that the Richard Spencer Neo Nazi event got canceled! Jumping for joy! Thank you everyone who helped!
The doggie we named Buddy that shows up at my work and we feed because we are not sure if he gets fed right from his owners.
April 13th: The news, politics and Neo Nazis have me in a range of emotions to sad and angry. Just want to go home and cry.
From last night:
Oh you want to sleep? You will sleep good but you are going to have vivid nightmares that fuel your anxiety and depression.
Almost in three wrecks on my way to work because of one fucking idiot! I’m already done with today.
Also doesn’t help that I was already having major anxiety about leaving the house and what could happen while I’m at work.