Why I am here?

I’m a mixture of eclectic and eccentric.  I’m wrapped in glitter, rolled in rainbow sprinkles and dipped in geekdom.  I would consider myself strange, weird, freaky and unusual.  I often thought of myself as alone in the world.  I mean who could possible relate to me or understand me? Who could possibly get me?! I spiraled down a path of anxiety and depression.  My world became a single window view of life and worries.  Though, once I started talking a little bit about what I was going through I started to realize I wasn’t alone.  I decided that it would be healthy for me to share my experiences with others, and hopefully it will help others know they are not alone. In addition, I hope to bring positive energy, kindness, knowledge and experience to others.

If you would like, come with me on my path in life.

Warning: I will post adult content from time to time. You must be of legal adult age in your state or country to read my blog.

25 things about me

25 random facts about yourself that may surprise friends…
1. Do you make your bed? Every morning, some weekends I skip it especially if I’m in hermit mode. 
2. The first car that was officially yours? 88 mercury cougar. 
3. Three grocery items you don’t run out of? Coffee, creamer, and soy milk 
4. When did you start doing your own laundry? Not sure, maybe preteen 
5. If you could, would you go to High School again? Absolutely not
6. Can you parallel park in under three moves? Some times 
7. A job you had which people would be shocked to know about? Probably when Iwas a telemarketer for grave plots.
8. Do you think aliens are real? Yes
9. Can you drive a stick shift? No
10. Guilty TV show pleasures? Probably criminal shows like Criminal Minds or just all the things lol
11. Would you rather be too hot or too cold? Too cold
12. If the world ends do you want to be one of the survivors? Not sure , maybe in the long run no.
13. Sweet or Salty? Used to just be sweet, now it just depends 
14. Do you enjoy soaking in a nice bath? Only sometimes 
15. Do you consider yourself strong? Yes
16. Something people do, physically, that drives you crazy? Whistling
17. Something you do, physically, that you are sure drives everyone else crazy? Hermit mode to much
18. Do you have any birthmarks? No 
19. Favorite childhood game? Maybe monopoly or Mario bros 
20. Do you talk to yourself? Often
21. Do you like doing jig-saw puzzles? Yes
22. Would you go on a reality show? No
23. Tea or coffee? Coffee 
24. First thing you remember wanting to be when you grew up? a teacher
25. No matter how much money you have or don’t have, what are you an absolute snob about? I don’t know, maybe brands of coffee or Starbucks 
OK, your turn. Copy and replace my answers with your own.

Thankful Days May 23rd thru June 19th

Sorry I have got behind in posting positive thoughts, like a month behind. Eek! I need to go back to posting once a day so I don’t forget.
 Thankful Days:
May 23rd I’m grateful for fairies.
May 24th I’m grateful for rainbows.
May 25th I’m grateful for rainy days.
May 26th I’m grateful for coupons.
May 27th I’m grateful for my car.
May 28th I’m grateful for long weekends.
May 29th I’m grateful for Egyptian musk.
May 30th I’m grateful for candles.
May 31st I’m grateful for body creams.
June 1st I’m grateful for hand sanatizer.
June 2nd I’m grateful for my phone.
June 3rd I’m grateful for texting.
June 4th I’m grateful walks.
June 5th I’m grateful for fans.
June 6th I’m grateful for being able to get a few things I need and want.
June 7th I’m grateful for weekends I can be a hermit.
June 8th I’m grateful for my life.
June 9th I’m grateful for my Neko Asume app.
June 10th I’m grateful for my Crime game app.
June 11th I’m grateful for tracking packages.
June 12th I’m grateful for Orlando Pulse vigil.
June 13th I’m grateful for sales at Kroger.
June 14th I’m grateful for fuel reward points.
June 15th I’m grateful for getting an oil change.
June 16th I’m grateful for getting off work early.
June 17th I’m grateful for getting a lot accomplished before it got hot for the day.
June 18th I’m grateful for my Daddy being in my life and partner.
June 19th I’m grateful for a short week for me.
I needed that, it helps to remember the positive in my life.

Meme

Four names I go by:
1. My given name
2. Hanna
3. Panda
4. Baby girl
Four places I have lived:
1. NC
2. Maryland
3. All over AL
4. Mostly, in my own head. – I’m stealing this one LOL
Four things I love to watch on TV:
1. Supernatural
2. Any kind of crime drama like Criminal Minds and Law & Order SVU
3. BBC Sherlock
4. To many to count, I’m always looking for more shows. Currently watching Harlots, Handmaid’s Tale, American Gods
Four places I have visited:
1. Atlanta, GA
2. Canada
3. NY up state
4. All over south east
Four things I love to eat:
1. Salad, espeically from Pyros where I can build my own
2. Chocolate, preferably dark chocolate or M&M Coffee
3. Burritos/tacos/fries from Del Taco
4. Anything homemade from my Daddy or Mama
Four people I think will respond and hopefully be fun
1. Do
2. This
3. On your
4. Own accord
4 Things I love to drink:
1. Diet Cherry Dr. Pepper or Cheerwine
2. Coffee (Dark roasts, Coffee Cat’s is the best)
3. Sonic diet green tea
4. Java Chip Frapacino or Iced Moca Carmel from Starbucks
Now here is what you’re supposed to do. Please don’t spoil the fun…. copy and paste this in your status and update it with your responses (if you want to play along)

Thankful May: Days 9-22

Thankful May: Days 9-22
Day 9: I’m grateful for rain.
Day 10: I’m grateful for walks.
Day 11: I’m grateful for technology.
Day 12: I’m grateful for surviving every day.
Day 13: I’m grateful for ac.
Day 14: I’m grateful for my mom.
Day 15: I’m grateful for trying a harder type yoga for me.
Day 16: I’m grateful for my life.
Day 17: I’m grateful for my shows.
Day 18: I’m grateful for lots of cuddles with my Daddy.
Day 19: I’m grateful for fans.
Day 20: I’m grateful for friends getting married.
Day 21: I’m grateful for talking with my Daddy.
Day 22: I’m grateful for coffee.